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What a brilliant day, I didn't fall asleep in the soup thank goodness, but it was the bestest lunch I have had in a long time, old country pub, dark beams and atmosphere. Company excellent, we chatted and laughed for 2 hours, how is that possible? Then we went for a drive in the country and huddled in the car and chatted some more. Didn't get out, it was too cold. On the way back, went shopping at an antique market. Fantastic day, lived well past expectations, and tablets are definately working. Maybe there is life after love after all :-) xxxx

Had a good night, tablets have kicked in, so looks like I can go shopping and lunch with a special friend is still on. The tablets make me feel all relaxed and laid back, so hope I don't fall asleep in the soup, that would take away away the image of sophisication and lady about town :-) ironing now, so I can get out and about, love and happiness xxxx

Feeling sorry for myself, the back pain is a pulled muscle which is inflamed. Got anti- inflamatory tablets from the doctor, but can't have alcohol with them, so sulking big time. Expect plenty of tlc this weekend and people fetching and carrying for me. Going to have to relax all weekend, no gym for a while, but possibly a swim if I am really good. That means I can catch up on reading, chatting and doing as little as possible. There is a good side to everything if you look for it :-) love xxx

And so to bed.......snuggling in a huge four poster, with the whole duvet to yourself is second only to snuggling with someone else in a single bed. Tangled limbs and body heat on a cold winter night, what more can one ask for, apart from wine, grapes and music.......naturally I tend to talk a lot, so no-one gets any sleep, but who cares :-) really tired, back is really aching now, so painkillers order of the day. Why is love so hard???? xxxxx

Everyone goes through 'the Dark Night of the Soul' on the path of enlightenment. It is hard for everyone no matter what their circumstances. We all have self doubt, we all have good days and bad days, hopefully more good than bad. The one thing that keeps us going is the thought that time will heal, and that tomorrow will be a better day. Tonight, music, wine, healing crystals in a hot bath. Tomorrow, a better day xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx